i'm sorry for hurting u : saucong

♥valentine' s day♥
it's ntg 4 me..
but tis time will make me really unforgettable!

i don't y u suddenly make a decision such lik tis..
i felt so confusing
u make me a big shock!
i'm really sorry tat i din't giv u a vry good answer for yr wooing..
instant i juz left u heart broken against and against..
i thought tat all of yr words is juz kidding wif me..
but i'm not realise tat u really say it through out yr heart..
and i hurt u more and more deeper..

everyday we chat
everyday we quarrel'
but those day we were not be able to do it again
u hv yr own suggestion and i hv no point to ignore it

until yesterday.
u told me tat we should end up our friendship
bcoz u said tat u was vry painful
i don't know y my tear suddenly drop out from my eye when i was reading yr message
maybe i felt tat i lost a best fren juz like u
u told me not to mention a word abt u neither in my blog nor others place
but can i do it nicely?
no
but honestly, i felt vry happy when i firstly see yr message
but when i finished all reading
felt sad at the end

i tried to think of some words to accomunicate wif u
but i scared
bcoz u keep mention tat not to find u again or else u will be in hurt deeper
so i 'm not really dare to find u
but i'm really hope tat we can be fren if ther is no other any relationship btween us
can we?
i asked myself